i had been schooling for weeks but its all seems to go well and i am happy for it and looking forward to things and can also can consider about it . Today was a good day but when it seems overall can get straight A but me u see what i am i dont know how .... but i tempted to say myself i wont give up easily till the end of the day no matter what happen through the years ..
Besides that , i hope i can try to study smart and do more exercise regularly and faces all the challenges that i gonna have it soon . I wants that thing can really appears in my life and if got miracle that will be great for me within in a minute or a day . Can i get good grades can i or not i also dont know but i wish to and wants work hard by this months make it the pass is learning from mistakes rhar i make last two years but i know PMR is actually easy to score all straight A but i cant make it happen why maybe it depends on my faith and believe in god .
i also can do the best this time although i wish i enter a diffrent stream than this but i cant say anything now right .
lots of them say it okay but i think it not i dont know always feel something wrong and not good in me and i have to change my act way to be a diffrent person that i would like to be in future or else no one help me in life cause life isnt easy than i taught it can be . Instead of , i probbaly finds stuff recently and gonna be busy thsi year and no freedom but relax and enjoy school life but must know how to organized with studies and cor-icular activities in school and home . Am i person that gonna be like this forever hope so dont change me i dont like that kind of thing and certain friends treating me like a dog rather than a person out there what has gone to their mind actually tell me can someone know the answer .. i even cant figure out itself eventhough i am a person that doesnt count much with others and simple can already be done ...
looking at the mirror can show my facial expressions well so fix the wrong ones and correct it seems good like that all of them know too .. gain rather let it go into the hole ... i am taking the correct pathways not the wrong ones and show wrong stuff i know u know what i am saying so i gonna do something about it but now onewards !!!~~~
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